,,,learning to forget the one you love and move on,,,

,,,the time came,,,
when i fell in love with my classmate
i was so happy that i met her
but
i had a problem
i could not tell her and make her fell how much i love her
until such time
i had to transfer to another school and leave
i couldn't believe it!!
i cried at night
i thought of her
then
it happened that i ordered one of my friends to take care of her
only to learn after a year
that they already have a relationship
having to know that crushed my heart
as time passes by
i learn to love the girl whom i used to joke
i used to joke into a relationship
even though we were not as serious
i fell in love with her
my heart told me to move on and love again
my brain told me to stay ang wait for the other
but,,,my heart is so much stronger than my brain
until the time i realized that i was already
deep in love with the other
at first,,
it was hard for me to accept the fact
of loving another one
but
what felt harder was
how to say to her
that
i love her

i wish i could do it,,
i wish she woudn't change,,
i wish i could have her

even though,,it is impossible

i'd try my best

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